Saturday, July 23, 2011
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Something To Think About
A smile on your face that never goes away
You feel as though its sunny on the cloudiest of days
singing or humming a song all day long
Thinking to yourself nothin can go wrong
You can't wait until you two talk again
You' re counting the hours the minutes the seconds until you're face to face
anxious to be held in that loving embrace
They take your breath away
You're tongue tied at times and don't know what to say
You find yourself giggling like a little school kid
holding on to them then pushing them away
when they whisper nonsense shit in your ear
You don't know what the hell they said
The last thing you remember them saying is come here
You remember how their breath felt on your neck
Their whispers turn into soft kisses and pecks
The passion between you two intensifies
As you stare into each others eyes
You want to make love right then and there
As you run your fingers through their hair (pause)
Should you take it to another level or just chill
You know the sex would be off the chain for real
Do u want a relationship?
Or just a friend with benefits?
You have strong feelings for them already but they just want to play
Having your cake and ice cream is good but feelings get in the way
You're in love with your friend but they have no clue
What in the world should you do
To be good or be good at it ?
That is the million dollar question
Get ready to learn a hard lesson
Having the Best of Both Worlds is an awesome thing
Until you experience the pain it could bring
The sex no doubt can be off the charts
But nothing can bring you off that high quicker than a broken heart
Again I will say Having the Best of Both Worlds is an "Awesome" thing
Until you experience the pain it could bring
Some of us have tried it and it has worked
Some of us are doing it right now thinking we won't get hurt
All these love and sex games we play we all can't win
Do we give up or do we keep on playin?
(to be continued)........
You feel as though its sunny on the cloudiest of days
singing or humming a song all day long
Thinking to yourself nothin can go wrong
You can't wait until you two talk again
You' re counting the hours the minutes the seconds until you're face to face
anxious to be held in that loving embrace
They take your breath away
You're tongue tied at times and don't know what to say
You find yourself giggling like a little school kid
holding on to them then pushing them away
when they whisper nonsense shit in your ear
You don't know what the hell they said
The last thing you remember them saying is come here
You remember how their breath felt on your neck
Their whispers turn into soft kisses and pecks
The passion between you two intensifies
As you stare into each others eyes
You want to make love right then and there
As you run your fingers through their hair (pause)
Should you take it to another level or just chill
You know the sex would be off the chain for real
Do u want a relationship?
Or just a friend with benefits?
You have strong feelings for them already but they just want to play
Having your cake and ice cream is good but feelings get in the way
You're in love with your friend but they have no clue
What in the world should you do
To be good or be good at it ?
That is the million dollar question
Get ready to learn a hard lesson
Having the Best of Both Worlds is an awesome thing
Until you experience the pain it could bring
The sex no doubt can be off the charts
But nothing can bring you off that high quicker than a broken heart
Again I will say Having the Best of Both Worlds is an "Awesome" thing
Until you experience the pain it could bring
Some of us have tried it and it has worked
Some of us are doing it right now thinking we won't get hurt
All these love and sex games we play we all can't win
Do we give up or do we keep on playin?
(to be continued)........
Look At Me
Look at me
What do you see
someone who loved you unconditionally
I gave you my heart
and soul
I never thought that you could be so cold
look at me
do you see the pain in my eyes
do u even care
so many tears I've cried
wanting for you to be there
look at me
how could you do this
over a misunderstanding
this is a trip
look at me
did u ever really love me
or was it just a game u were playing
or did you really love me
but got scared and needed a way out
tell me what this is all about
look at me
don't turn away like I'm not standing here
be grown about it
help me out so I"m clear
Is it over
are we through
look at me
you know what?
the hell with you!!!!
What do you see
someone who loved you unconditionally
I gave you my heart
and soul
I never thought that you could be so cold
look at me
do you see the pain in my eyes
do u even care
so many tears I've cried
wanting for you to be there
look at me
how could you do this
over a misunderstanding
this is a trip
look at me
did u ever really love me
or was it just a game u were playing
or did you really love me
but got scared and needed a way out
tell me what this is all about
look at me
don't turn away like I'm not standing here
be grown about it
help me out so I"m clear
Is it over
are we through
look at me
you know what?
the hell with you!!!!
LET'S JUST BE HONEST! LJBH
I WAS JUST ABOUT TO CALL YOU
DON’T YOU HATE IT WHEN SOMEONE TELLS YOU THAT
YOU WANT TO SAY TO THEM: YOU A DAMN LIE
OR GIRL I’LL BE PRAYING FOR YOU
YOU WANT TO SAY DON’T JUST PRAY FOR ME HELP A SISTA OUT
I JUST FELT I NEEDED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST
I KNOW SOME OF YOU ALL ARE THINKING IT BUT YOU JUST LET IT GO LIKE ALL THE REST
WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF WE ALL JUST STARTED SAYING WHAT WE WERE THINKING
FOR INSTANCE; SHIT I’LL BEGIN:
YOUR BABY IS UGLY HE DON’T LOOK NOTHIN LIKE HIS DADDY ARE YOU SURE IT’S HIS
OR YOU’RE NOT MAD HE’S CHEATING ON YOU, YOU’RE MAD AT YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO SHARE HIM AND YOU’RE NOT WOMAN ENOUGH TO LEAVE HIS ASS
OR DON’T TELL ME YOU DIDN’T KNOW HIS ASS WAS GAY WHEN HE DRESSES BETTER THAN YOU AND CARRIES A MAN BAG.
OR DON’T TELL ME HOW YOU HATE BORROWING MONEY WHEN WHAT YOU REALLY HATE IS HAVING THE PAY THE MONEY BACK
OR DON’T TELL ME HOW YOU CAN’T STAND HER WHEN WHAT YOU REALLY MEAN IS ..DAMN I WISH I WAS AS CONFIDENT AS HER
DON’T TELL ME THAT I’M GOING TO HELL AND YOU’RE GOING TO HEAVEN BECAUSE YOU DID ALL YOUR DIRT WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG AND NOW THAT YOU’RE OLD YOU SEEN THE LIGHT. HELL YOU WERE PROBABLY WORSE THAN ME#JUS SAYIN
DON’T TELL ME IT JUST HAPPENED. BECAUSE THERE WAS AN EVENT THAT LED UP TO THE ACTION AND NOW YOU’RE LEFT WITH THE CONSEQUENCES
DON’T TELL ME TO EXCUSE YOUR HOUSE TODAY BECAUSE YOU DIDN’T CLEAN UP BECAUSE IF I CAME OVER TOMORROW IT WOULD STILL BE FUCKED UP
DON’T TELL ME YOU’RE A FLIRT AND THAT’S JUST THE WAY IT IS …CAUSE I WILL TURN MY SWAG ON AND WILL LEAVE YOU AND THEM KIDS
DON’T TELL ME THAT STATEMENT I MADE WAS WRONG. BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT IT TOO.. I’LL JUST BE QUIET AND PLAY ALONG ‘
DON’T TELL ME YOU DON'T KNOW HOW YOUR ASS FAILED. WHEN YOU HADN’T CRACKED A BOOKED ALL DAMN YEAR. GUESS YOU’LL JUST REPEAT IT. MAYBE THIS TIME THE ANSWER WILL BE CLEAR
DON’T TELL ME YOU DON’T KNOW WHY YOU GOT FIRED. WHEN YOU KNOW YOUR EXPECTIONS WERE JUST TO MAKE IT THROUGH THEM 90 DAYS OF TRAINING WHEN YOU ASS GOT HIRED
DON’T TELL ME THAT HE OR SHE IS JUST A FRIEND. WHEN YOU AND I KNOW THAT IF YOU THOUGHT NOONE WOULD FIND OUT. YOU BOTH WOULD GET IT IN
DON’T TELL ME YOU CAN’T BELIEVE HE KNOCKED HER UP
WHAT DID YOU THINK WOULD HAPPEN WHEN THEY FUCKED?
DON'T TELL ME HE LOVES YOU AND ONE DAY HE WILL LEAVE HIS WIFE. FOR REAL YOU'RE JUST HIS SIDE PIECE WHEN SHE'S NOT ACTING RIGHT
DON’T TELL ME YOU WOULD NEVER KISS OR SEX SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX BECAUSE UNDER THE INFLUENCE EVERYONE IS A PROSPECT
DON’T TELL ME YOU DON’T DRINK WHEN YOU’RE ON YOUR 4TH LONG ISLAND DANCIN AND SMILIN. AND EVERYONE ELSE IS STILL WAITIN ON THEIR FIRST GLASS.
DESIGNATED DRIVER MY ASS
DON’T TELL ME THAT YOU THINK THIS SPILL IS LONG AS HELL
ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS OH WELL!
DON’T TELL ME THAT YOU HOPE THIS IS THE END WHEN IN REAILTY YOU WANT TO HEAR IT AGAIN
I GUESS THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS: QUIT THE BULLSHIT CAUSE I AIN’T TRYIN TO HEAR IT.
JUST BE HONEST!
PS. THIS MESSAGE IS BEING BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE LETTER "T" AS IN TRUTH
DON’T YOU HATE IT WHEN SOMEONE TELLS YOU THAT
YOU WANT TO SAY TO THEM: YOU A DAMN LIE
OR GIRL I’LL BE PRAYING FOR YOU
YOU WANT TO SAY DON’T JUST PRAY FOR ME HELP A SISTA OUT
I JUST FELT I NEEDED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST
I KNOW SOME OF YOU ALL ARE THINKING IT BUT YOU JUST LET IT GO LIKE ALL THE REST
WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF WE ALL JUST STARTED SAYING WHAT WE WERE THINKING
FOR INSTANCE; SHIT I’LL BEGIN:
YOUR BABY IS UGLY HE DON’T LOOK NOTHIN LIKE HIS DADDY ARE YOU SURE IT’S HIS
OR YOU’RE NOT MAD HE’S CHEATING ON YOU, YOU’RE MAD AT YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO SHARE HIM AND YOU’RE NOT WOMAN ENOUGH TO LEAVE HIS ASS
OR DON’T TELL ME YOU DIDN’T KNOW HIS ASS WAS GAY WHEN HE DRESSES BETTER THAN YOU AND CARRIES A MAN BAG.
OR DON’T TELL ME HOW YOU HATE BORROWING MONEY WHEN WHAT YOU REALLY HATE IS HAVING THE PAY THE MONEY BACK
OR DON’T TELL ME HOW YOU CAN’T STAND HER WHEN WHAT YOU REALLY MEAN IS ..DAMN I WISH I WAS AS CONFIDENT AS HER
DON’T TELL ME THAT I’M GOING TO HELL AND YOU’RE GOING TO HEAVEN BECAUSE YOU DID ALL YOUR DIRT WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG AND NOW THAT YOU’RE OLD YOU SEEN THE LIGHT. HELL YOU WERE PROBABLY WORSE THAN ME#JUS SAYIN
DON’T TELL ME IT JUST HAPPENED. BECAUSE THERE WAS AN EVENT THAT LED UP TO THE ACTION AND NOW YOU’RE LEFT WITH THE CONSEQUENCES
DON’T TELL ME TO EXCUSE YOUR HOUSE TODAY BECAUSE YOU DIDN’T CLEAN UP BECAUSE IF I CAME OVER TOMORROW IT WOULD STILL BE FUCKED UP
DON’T TELL ME YOU’RE A FLIRT AND THAT’S JUST THE WAY IT IS …CAUSE I WILL TURN MY SWAG ON AND WILL LEAVE YOU AND THEM KIDS
DON’T TELL ME THAT STATEMENT I MADE WAS WRONG. BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT IT TOO.. I’LL JUST BE QUIET AND PLAY ALONG ‘
DON’T TELL ME YOU DON'T KNOW HOW YOUR ASS FAILED. WHEN YOU HADN’T CRACKED A BOOKED ALL DAMN YEAR. GUESS YOU’LL JUST REPEAT IT. MAYBE THIS TIME THE ANSWER WILL BE CLEAR
DON’T TELL ME YOU DON’T KNOW WHY YOU GOT FIRED. WHEN YOU KNOW YOUR EXPECTIONS WERE JUST TO MAKE IT THROUGH THEM 90 DAYS OF TRAINING WHEN YOU ASS GOT HIRED
DON’T TELL ME THAT HE OR SHE IS JUST A FRIEND. WHEN YOU AND I KNOW THAT IF YOU THOUGHT NOONE WOULD FIND OUT. YOU BOTH WOULD GET IT IN
DON’T TELL ME YOU CAN’T BELIEVE HE KNOCKED HER UP
WHAT DID YOU THINK WOULD HAPPEN WHEN THEY FUCKED?
DON'T TELL ME HE LOVES YOU AND ONE DAY HE WILL LEAVE HIS WIFE. FOR REAL YOU'RE JUST HIS SIDE PIECE WHEN SHE'S NOT ACTING RIGHT
DON’T TELL ME YOU WOULD NEVER KISS OR SEX SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX BECAUSE UNDER THE INFLUENCE EVERYONE IS A PROSPECT
DON’T TELL ME YOU DON’T DRINK WHEN YOU’RE ON YOUR 4TH LONG ISLAND DANCIN AND SMILIN. AND EVERYONE ELSE IS STILL WAITIN ON THEIR FIRST GLASS.
DESIGNATED DRIVER MY ASS
DON’T TELL ME THAT YOU THINK THIS SPILL IS LONG AS HELL
ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS OH WELL!
DON’T TELL ME THAT YOU HOPE THIS IS THE END WHEN IN REAILTY YOU WANT TO HEAR IT AGAIN
I GUESS THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS: QUIT THE BULLSHIT CAUSE I AIN’T TRYIN TO HEAR IT.
JUST BE HONEST!
PS. THIS MESSAGE IS BEING BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE LETTER "T" AS IN TRUTH
I saw you tonight
I saw you tonight
first time in a long time
i wanted to walk up to you and say hi
but you wasn't alone
someone was with u holding on to your arm
I wanted them to let you go because you were mine
knowing damn well that was a lie
truth is, you haven't been mine for a few years
even though I know this, it doesn't stop the tears
Even tough i've moved on allegedly
I still can't help wanting you with me
I was fine until I saw you tonight
then all those damn feelings conjured back up inside
but tomorrow is a brand new day
but tonight i'm going to have my way with the one i'm with
and think of you while licking my lips
tonight i will be on a sexual high
my my my
again it was nice seeing you
and now I'm going to do what I do
it's a shame we can't even be friends
I hope I never see you again
ok ok ok I'm just playin
but I'm just sayin.. damn
Seeing you tonight was a nice surprise
but it's going to be a long hot night.
first time in a long time
i wanted to walk up to you and say hi
but you wasn't alone
someone was with u holding on to your arm
I wanted them to let you go because you were mine
knowing damn well that was a lie
truth is, you haven't been mine for a few years
even though I know this, it doesn't stop the tears
Even tough i've moved on allegedly
I still can't help wanting you with me
I was fine until I saw you tonight
then all those damn feelings conjured back up inside
but tomorrow is a brand new day
but tonight i'm going to have my way with the one i'm with
and think of you while licking my lips
tonight i will be on a sexual high
my my my
again it was nice seeing you
and now I'm going to do what I do
it's a shame we can't even be friends
I hope I never see you again
ok ok ok I'm just playin
but I'm just sayin.. damn
Seeing you tonight was a nice surprise
but it's going to be a long hot night.
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Saturday, July 16, 2011
DIAMOND'S THOUGHTS
I lay across my bed staring at the contract on my dresser and the red phone by my pillow. I twirled my fingers around my hair, I start having second thoughts about the decision I made. This could end up very bad and very fast. Was I really ready to go on this journey? Is all of this real or am I getting punked? Why did "they" choose me? Although, I know it's going to be fun. But is it really worth it? Just then, the red phone rings. Diamond, are you down? She asked. Without hesitation I replied "Hell Yes!" Good. She said and hung up. There's no turning back now. My life will NEVER be the same.
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